blindinpink

I keep thinking that it will be the end; that tonight will be the night. The night where everyone lives in darkness. An everlasting night. I want it to come I wish for it to come, a time when everyone suffers but I always find myself crying whispering for that to never happen, for no one else to suffer. I'll stay up all night trying to undo the reckless wish I made and asking for all the pain and agony and suffering to be given to me so that no one else will feel it. I wish for an everlasting night and then ask for an everlasting day where it will just be me in some dark corner of the universe suffering so that no one else has to. And